Wednesday, October 15, 2014
Well ain't that funny...
Monday, October 13, 2014
How much I love Mom
Good Morning Brothers and Sisters. My name is Katie Lang and I am from Southern California. Brother Call called me Friday night to speak on this lovely morning. So to say the least, the bishopric owes me for this last minute talk. Today I am speaking on Hope.
I found a talk given by Elder John H. Groberg in 1984, titled “There is Always Hope”. This talk was given way before I was born, and at a BYU fireside my Dad attended. But it still relates to us. I am going to quote Elder Groberg a lot, because I like the way he phrases things.
We live in a very dismal world, however it is important to know that there is always hope. Hope is that thing that keeps us going. The words from “We Thank Thee, O God, for a Prophet” came to mind. When we sing, “When dark clouds of trouble hang o’er us And threaten our peace to destroy, There is HOPE smiling brightly before us, And we know that deliverance is nigh.” Do we believe what we sing? The 13th Article of faith states, “We believe all things, we hope all things, we have endured many things, and HOPE to be able to endure all things.” Do we realize what we say? We say hope a lot. DO we mean it? I believe we do. Just some things we hope for more than others.
Franklin D Roosevelt once said, “We have always held to the hope, the belief, the conviction that there is a better life, a better world, beyond the horizon.” Another definition of hope is given by Elder Groberg staying “Hope is Light. It is a light within us that pierces the darkness of doubt and discouragement and taps into the light (hope) of all creation-even the Savior... Hope in one word is the Savior. Hope is a part of the deity in us that attaches us to the savior. Don’t let that thread be cut. No matter how tenuous or thin it might be, There is always hope.” Personally I believe hope is both of these definitions combined.
Hope gives us something to live for, and to strive for. A person without hope, is as a person without a heart. Our hearts give life to our body, and hope gives life to our spirits. To emphasize this the Heart keeps the body alive, and hope keeps our spirit alive.
In Job 14:7 he says, “For there is hope of a tree, if it be cut down, that it will sprout again, and that the tender branch thereof will not cease.” We all hope for different things, but we ALL hope. A baby might hope for a bottle, a kid might hope for a toy, a teenager may hope for a new phone, and adults might hope for their children to turn out ok.
Maybe you hope to loose weight, to get a good job, a good grade, or good health. I hope to go on a mission, to get a nursing degree, to work in the oncology center, to have a family. And We all hope for the greatest of all gifts, immortality and eternal life. Hope however isn’t always used personally or even in kind ways. When things go wrong, we often say, “I hope they get what coming”, “I hope Justice is done.” Or a personal favorite “I hope she trips and falls.” Most justice occurs in the after life, all things will be fair. Personally I struggle with this part. In May, a good friend of mine was killed in the UC Santa Barbara shootings. My friends and I used a variety of different kinds of Hope. We hoped the best for her, and her family. We hoped that he would be greatly punished. We hoped his parents would’ve said something sooner. We hoped to feel at peace. Hope is like a prayer. One you keep in your heart waiting for an answer. I did a lot of waiting and don’t have a complete answer yet. When I think about everything that happened I am able to feel at peace.
Each of us will go through really hard times. It will test our faith and strength. We have to stay hopeful. I believe if we have hope, we can endure all things.
Like everything that is good, Hope is not easy to obtain. It is going to take a lot of work to stay hopeful. People will try to get you down, But it is worth it.
In 2 Nephi 31: 20 its said “wherefore, ye must press forward with a steadfastness in Christ, having a perfect brightness of hope, and a love of god and of all men. Wherefore, if ye shall press forward, feasting upon the word of Christ, and endure to the end, behold, thus saith the Father: Ye shall have eternal life.” We need a perfect brightness of hope. Hope is needed for our salvation.
President Dieter F Uchtdorf shared a story of having great hope, in the October general conference in 2008. It goes a little something like this. “Toward the end of World War II, my father was drafted into the German army and sent to the western front, leaving my mother alone to care for our family. Though I was only three years old, I can still remember this time of fear and hunger. We lived in Czechoslovakia, and with every passing day, the war came nearer and the danger grew greater.
Finally, during the cold winter of 1944, my mother decided to flee to Germany, where her parents were living. She bundled us up and somehow managed to get us on one of the last refugee trains heading west. Traveling during that time was dangerous. Everywhere we went, the sound of explosions, the stressed faces, and ever-present hunger reminded us that we were in a war zone.
Along the way the train stopped occasionally to get supplies. One night during one of these stops, my mother hurried out of the train to search for some food for her four children. When she returned, to her great horror, the train and her children were gone!
She was weighed down with worry; desperate prayers filled her heart. She frantically searched the large and dark train station, urgently crisscrossing the numerous tracks while hoping against hope that the train had not already departed.
Perhaps I will never know all that went through my mother’s heart and mind on that black night as she searched through a grim railroad station for her lost children. That she was terrified, I have no doubt. I am certain it crossed her mind that if she did not find this train, she might never see her children again. I know with certainty: her faith overcame her fear, and her hope overcame her despair. She was not a woman who would sit and bemoan tragedy. She moved. She put her faith and hope into action.
And so she ran from track to track and from train to train until she finally found our train. It had been moved to a remote area of the station. There, at last, she found her children again.”
I cannot imagine her strength. She is a true example of have a perfect brightness in hope. If we could all stay this hopeful, we would have much happier lives. Hope has the power to fill our lives with happiness. Proverbs 10:28 says, “The hope of the righteous shall be gladness: but the expectation of the wicked shall perish.” We are supposed to be hopeful. Being too hopeful is not a bad thing. It is the hope of the righteous that will make us happy. If we are keeping the commandments ad being hopeful, we will be happy.
Each time hope is fulfilled; it creates confidence and leads to greater hope. When I was in high school, I hoped for good friends. However that hope was not expressed the first two years of high school. I bounced around different friend groups, trying to find the right ones. My junior year came and I finally found them. Psalms 130:5 says, “I wait for the Lord, my soul doth wait, and in his word do I hope.” What we hope for, may not be given to us at the time we demand it, it may take some time.
I know the Lord blesses us for having hope. He will fulfill our hope, and give us greater hope.
I would like to finish my talk with a poem by Emily Dickinson.
BY EMILY DICKINSON
“Hope” is the thing with feathers -
That perches in the soul -
And sings the tune without the words -
And never stops - at all -
And sweetest - in the Gale - is heard -
And sore must be the storm -
That could abash the little Bird
That kept so many warm -
I’ve heard it in the chillest land -
And on the strangest Sea -
Yet - never - in Extremity,
It asked a crumb - of me.
I loved this poem. It reminds me how hope is light and uplifting. Hope can be found anywhere. All we have to do is find it.
I know that I can be happy by having hope. I know that hope will bless the lives of many and brings us eternal salvation. I say these things in the name of Jesus Christ amen.
Too busy!
Someone once told me that the trials that your investigators have are the ones that you need to teach for yourself. I think the biggest problem that frustrated me is people "never had time." I was reading the other day in Nephi and I was reading about Laman and Lemuel and how they had had such wonderful experiences, but how could they have forgotten? I kind of felt a little humbled in that moment. I felt like I was being like Laman and Lemuel? How could I have forgotten the things I had taught other people. You HAVE to put the Lord first. There is never enough time, but if you put the Lord first, it will all work out.
Today, I spent time working on homework and spent time on my homework. Took a break for myself. I found that as I was in the middle of my homework that I went out and talked with one of my roommates for just a minute. She asked what I did when I was stressed.... So great right? I'm always stressed! Haha Well not always, but it definitely can be a struggle for me. I just told her the things I did and then didn't think much of it.
I went back to my homework and then felt that I should write her a note. Really? I don't have time for that. I don't even have time to finish what I need to do. Well, I'm glad I did. I just wrote a simple note saying that she shouldn't forget that she is loved.
I didn't think much of it until about an hour later when she came in crying and just hugged me and said thanks. I have no clue how I am going to do things right now, but I do know that Lord loves me and is proud of what I can do. It may not be much, but it is worth it! And somehow, he is helping me to understand my homework even if I am super exhausted.
I am so grateful that the Lord teaches me to put Him first and that I can slowly learn what is most important in life.
Ps. The picture is irrelevant, but one of my favorites. Others will be posted soon! :)
Silver linings and blessings
So a lot has happened recently. George was born c-section and Grandpa Lang passed. George was head down, ready to come out for most of the pregnancy and decided to flip last minute as he got too big and last minute measures became complicated. Despite trying, George wouldn't flip back around and a c-section became necessary (a procedure I had hoped to avoid). But because we knew we
needed a c-section we were able to schedule one on his due date, the soonest my doctor likes to schedule them. And because of all these reasons we were able to make it to Grandpa's funeral. So even though I did not want a c-section, that was the very thing that enabled me to make it to California. So in a situation that was not ideal, there was a silver lining. Then with missing our flight on Friday, I won't go into the details of why they wouldn't let us on our flight (because we didn't have written permission from George's doctor giving permission for him to fly when he was a week old). Silver linings- we found out how awesome our doctors were and luckily Grandpa's funeral was Monday instead of Saturday like they originally wanted. (Changed to avoid any conflicts with General Conference). And George was awesome the whole time. Mom says he has Dad's ears.
With Grandpa dying, we will all miss him, but the last 9 years haven't been the same as before. I think we all know Grandpa is in a better place and free. Soon after his stroke I was visiting with him and I think reading scriptures to him (or maybe that was another time)and he said to me, "Jamo, I'm stuck." And I said, "how? I can get you in your chair if you want..." and he said, "No, I'm stuck because heaven won't take me and hell won't either". I know he is happier now that he isn't stuck but I'm grateful for the time he held on too, even if it wasn't the same.
And despite all the craziness moving is causing, we will soon be in a house and Jon has been working so hard to start moving over things we don't need in the next week. We will probably start living there next weekend and continue moving any small stuff left.
And the biggest news. We will soon be sealed as a family- Jon, George and I. We have waited a while for this and the time has finally come. We'll be calling the temple tomorrow to look at available times in December! This week has been good.
And now, some pictures of George.
Magnificence in Sunrises!
Sunday, October 12, 2014
It seems like I'm always talking about FAMILY and what family is. My thoughts are all over the place lately. I've written something and then gone back and deleted it several times. What do I really want to say?
This past week was Grandpa Lang's funeral. Everyone here and now everyone gone. He was a good man. A man with conviction, dedication, a hard working man. He loved routine and was committed and strong. He cared. He loved. Providing for his family and making sure they were doing well were his priority. He brought people closer to Christ by sharing his personal relationship he had with the Savior. He knew that the Savior loved and cared by helping others and he went about his life doing what he thought the Savior would do.
The Lang family has been my greatest trials and my greatest joys. I am grateful for family and what that means to me. It means you love each other, even when you don't like each other. You forgive when you've been wronged. You do your part in bringing the family together and making the sacrifices necessary. Family is when you sacrifice the little things for the greater whole.
I am so grateful that differences were put aside the past couple weeks and we were able to come together as a family. It was nice.
Thank you for being a Lang and being special. I am so proud of each of you. Many people came up to me and complimented me on my children. You do stand out. You are different. You are special. It is hard sometimes and it does take sacrifice. Thank you for loving as the Savior loves. Thank you for being the example to me and giving me strength. Live as the Savior lived. Let Him be your guide. Follow Him.
I was so touched that my parents would drive over to be a part of this event. They are wonderful people and you come from two wonderful families!
I love all of you and you are my greatest treasures!!!
xo Mommy