I think this will be short today. Everyone's busy and I'm a little down...
I think of what Katie (and a little of Carly) had to go through last Monday with Sarah. It broke my heart in so many ways. I felt so bad for Katie. She couldn't even talk and I had to get what really happened piece by piece. It's hard when you love someone so much. I was amazed at how well things were handled in the moment and then how the girls did dealing with it all and moving on. I then had a day where I just felt "sad". I had an "aha" moment when I was saying my prayers. My prayer was "Help me to show my trust in thee by letting go."
So we move on. My life is in such a weird place right now. I was able to do the tread climber 3xs last week for 40-50 min - slow, but still good (and my knees are ok). I think my supplements are working and I am sleeping. Now to lose weight.
And one last thing. I just want to say that I am not for abortion, except for rape or the health of the mother. I feel that we need to speak up for a child's rights when they can't. It doesn't matter to me whether the world thinks like I do or not. It doesn't matter to me whether they follow it or not. Carrying a child and putting it up for adoption is always an option. It teaches responsibility and consequences for our actions. That is what I think is right.